Post by karianne genesis woodward on Aug 5, 2011 12:44:42 GMT -5
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
KARIANNE GENESIS WOODWARD
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
KARIANNE GENESIS WOODWARD
Now I'm told that this is life
Pain is just a simple compromise
So we can we get what we want out of it
Someone care to classify
Broken hearts and twisted minds
So i can find, someone to rely on[/center][/i]
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
[/color][/size][/center]I can't excite you anymore
Name:Whitney
Age: Nineteen
Rping experience: Years and years
Rping level: moderate to high just depends
How did you find us: I'm the creator
Where's your gavel, your jury, what's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, well sentence me to another life
[/size][/color][/size]You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, well sentence me to another life
Full Name: Karianne Genesis Woodward
Nickname(s): Kari, Anne, KG
Age: Fifteen
Birthday:March 12th
Status: single
Sexuality:Straight
Time spent at Horizon: 8 months
Canon or Original: Canon
Group: Student
Grade: 10th
Horizon Group: Pathwinder
Why are you here: Cutting, anxiety disorder, suicide attempt
Staff Position: N/A
Don't wanna hear your sad songs, don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault cause you know we're not the same
[/color][/size][/center]When you swear it's all my fault cause you know we're not the same
Hair color: Blonde [though she'd been thinking about becoming brunette lately]
Eye color: green
Height: 5'4
Weight: 115-ish
Build: slim
Tattoos and/or piercings: just her ears pierced
Style: girly, but she tends to wear long sleeved shirts and sweatshirts to hide her scars
Play By: Emma Roberts
The friends who stuck together, we wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
[/color][/size][/center]But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
Likes:
writing, drawing, homestyle southern cooking, swimming, music, her oldest sister Nevaeh, dancing, running
Dislikes:
her twin sister Jericho, balloon animals, her mom, her mom's boyfriend, bees, feeling alone, being at home
Fears:
balloon animals, God not forgiving her, never getting her faith back, being abandoned by everyone
Strengths:
listening, writing, running, science
Weaknesses:
public speaking, chocolate, her older sister, speaking up for herself
Secrets:
After she had the abortion she had sex with a classmate hoping to get pregnant again and make up for the abortion. She wasn't successful. She told her twin sister Jericho about the rape before she told anyone else, but Jericho didn't seem to care. Every now and then when things get overwhelming, Karianne still cuts herself, she just places them where no one can see them. She's been caught a few times during body checks.
Overall personality:
Karianne was always a girl who was very invested in her faith. She was the little girl who always knew there was a God and never once doubted what he was capable of. She was fun loving and free spirited, always ready to have fun. She was very soft spoken, never wanting to step on anyone's toes or get on anyone's bad side. Really, it was very rare for people not to like her because of her sweet demeanor. Only her twin sister Jericho seemed to have that problem. Karianne always tried to be perfect and was a very big people pleaser. She wanted to make her mother proud of her, though it was very rare that she succeeded.
After the rape, Karianne withdrew into herself. She didn't talk to anyone, not even her older sister Nevaeh. She was so ashamed, and even more so after she found out she was pregnant. She knew God wouldn't punish her because the rape wasn't her fault, or at least she thought so. After she told her mother though, she was convinced she was a dirty Jezebel which only forced her self-esteem to a lower point. She was never happy or in a playful mood and she became depressed and desperate for an out. She lost her faith as well, wondering what kind of God could possibly love her after the sins she had committed. What kind of God would allow her to go through this.
Overall she is a very sweet and soft spoken girl, however she let's her guilt get the best of her.
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
[/color][/size][/center]Well it's nice to meet you sir
Birthplace: batesville, mississippi
Hometown: batesville, mississippi
Heritage: 100% american
Mother: mary-anne
Father: johnny woodward:: deceased
Sibling(s): nevaeh woodward:: sister:: college student:: twenty, jericho woodward:: twin sister:: high school student:: fifteen
Other important family members: aberdean mitchell:: grandmother:: 67:: deaconess of New Glory Baptist Church, allen tent:: mother's boyfriend:: thirty-nine
Pet(s): none
History: Karianne was born into a very religious oriented family. She was the youngest of three, one of whom happened to be her twin sister who was born a full hour before her. From the beginning, Kari was told that her faith was the most important thing she would have in life and to never let it go. She accepted this as her one truth. She was apart of the family and she was to act as such, in their little southern baptist town. They attended church about four out of seven days a week. Karianne was in the choir, on the usher board, church youth group, and went to bible study. She was a major part of the abstinence group as well as she got older. She did all of these things not because she was forced to, but because she truly believed in everything that the Church taught her.
It caused quite a bit of scandal when the head deaconess's daughter had her boyfriend move in with the family, but Karianne stood by her mother. Pretty soon the scandal died down. She was never quite comfortable about Allen, but she ignored the feelings she had toward him. She just wanted to be the perfect Christian daughter. Her mother always seemed to favor her sisters over her and so Karianne had to work extra hard for her approval. Any chance of that approval flew out the window when Karianne was raped by Allen one afternoon in her home. No one else was home because it was Bible Study day, but Karianne was sick and couldn't attend. After the rape, Karianne was devastated. She confided in her twin sister, though the two had never been that close. Jericho ignored her sister's cries and just told her to keep quiet about it. She couldn't stay quiet for long, however, because soon she realized she was pregnant.
When she finally told her mother, her mother blamed Karianne for what happened saying she brought it on herself by being to provactive and seducing him. She forced Karianne to get an abortion, something their faith always told them was wrong. She said that they were never to tell anyone about what had happened. After the forced abortion, Karianne began cutting herself and developed anxiety disorder. She had major guilt over her abortion and her mother didn't make her feel any better about the situation. One day she slit her wrists, hitting major veins, and almost dying, which was essentially her goal. Her sister, Naevah found her and they rushed her to the hospital. She was sent to Horizon soon after. Still has panic attacks occassionally. Really a sweet girl but holds extreme guilt from her abortion.
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
[/color][/size][/center]I best be on my way out
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Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
[/color][/size][/center]Ignorance is your new best friend