St. Hilaire, Heaven Danielle

[heaven danielle st. hilare]

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way

Heaven Danielle St. Hilare

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It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore

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Name: Ann
Age: 25
Rping experience: at least nine years and then some.
Rping level: [low, moderate, high, etc] somewhat moderate right now.
How did you find us: Ad

Where's your gavel, your jury, what's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, well sentence me to another life

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Full Name: Heaven Danielle St. Hilare
Nickname(s): hev, heaven
Age: sixteen
Birthday: September 11th
Status: single
Sexuality: straight
Time spent at Horizon: 11 months
Canon or Original: Canon

Group: Student
Grade: 11th, Junior
Horizon Group: Trackers
Why are you here: Heaven is suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Which isn't easily diagnosed. She has resorted to not speaking to anyone, crying, and often finding herself alone in places. She has also been suffering a little bit from anorexia. However again its not diagnosed.

Staff Position: n/a

Don't wanna hear your sad songs, don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault cause you know we're not the same

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Hair color: Blonde
Eye color: Blue
Height:5'6'
Weight: 110
Build: Petite and Slendar
Tattoos and/or piercings: Eagle Tattoo on her side.
Style: Her style, she wouldn't classify herself as a girl whom everyone wants to be like. She sort of has a sort of emo style of dressing. She tends to wear a lot of black, tends to wear black makeup, and tends to keep to herself. If she isn't wearing makeup, she usually tries to keep herself sick looking at least and pale. She doesn't hang out in the sun much. Sure it makes people not want to get to know her, but personally she doesn't care. She isn't there to please anyone.
Play By: Hilary Duff (Blonde)

The friends who stuck together, we wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good

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Likes [5+]
Her Ipod
Her Flute
Her books
Cigarettes
Alcohol
Dancing
Singing (alone)
Charity
Silence
Not talking

Dislikes [5+]:
Knives
Rope (That her mother used to kill herself)
Gangs
Posers
Assholes

Fears [1+]:
Turning into her mother and doing the same thing that she did.

Strengths [3+]:
Really good at playing the flute
Can sing rather well, if she is talking
Does really good at Math.
Weaknesses [3+]:
English, When your silent you tend to not speak much.
Science, Has always been a terrible thing for her.
History, It just doesn't really make her feel any better.

Secrets [1+]:
Suffers from Anorexia Nervousa.
Overall personality [at least 2 paragraphs; each 6+ sent.]: Before all this happened, before she was even sent to Mount Horizon. Heaven lead a normal life. She was a happy go lucky little girl. She was kind, talked to everyone. She even allowed others to ask her questions. She would do her best at that time to answer them.

But once her mother killed herself. She retreated into herself. She stopped talking to people. She stopped telling people kind words. She stopped being herself. She started to cry more. She started to avoid going near her sister. Whom didn't have time for her. She stopped writing to people. She stopped completely.

Now at Horizon, she's only opened up a little bit. But it seems that she still won't open up at all.

You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir

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Birthplace: Greenwich, Ireland
Hometown: Seattle Washington
Heritage: Irish, American
Mother: Erica Alexandria St. Hilaire (Deceased)
Father: Steven Curtis (Left when young)
Sibling(s): Charity St. Hilaire
Other important family members: Aunt and Uncle
Pet(s): None

History [at least 2 paragraphs; 5+ sentences each]:

Born September 11th, Heaven is five minutes younger then her sister Charity. Heaven weighed around five pounds and two ounces. She was a bit small for her birth weight, but normally twins weren't that heavy. She had to stay inside of the neonatal unit for around a week or so as they were both a month early. Because of how weak Heaven was, they believed that Heaven wouldn't make it. Thus giving her the name Heaven.

Heaven did make it, in fact she surprised even the doctors that had pulled her lifeless form out of her mother. Charity on the other hand, wasn't so small. She wasn't so special persay. They did have there issues though. Heaven and her twin sister Charity, grew up taking care of each other. They sort of had no choice but to help each other out. Even when they were young. Helping each other walk, stand up, take the first steps. The twins sort of held onto each other for support.

There father left when they were still young, around the age of five. Perhaps it was because of there mother, but the children were not given a reason as to why he left. Just that he didn't want them.

Heaven and Charity's mom seemed to suffer from severe depression and a bit of bipolar disorder. That alone was a dead giveaway that something was happening. That something would always be strange in the St. Hilaire family. Heaven of course was worried, she had grown accustomed to her mother;s strange ways. Often viewing them as normal. It never occurred to her that something more was going on with there mother.

School day by day was a blur. The twins had gone through all the grades, speaking to each other, helping each other. Watching each other. They were slowly becoming little mom's in a way. Of course there mom had good days, had bad days, but it was one of her most extremely bad days that there life would spiral downwards.

Around the age of fifteen and a half, there mother had committed suicide. The twins had just came up from school. When they found her hanging from the rafters. Dead, Lifeless body. This has always been inside of Heaven's mind since that day.

Instead of being sent to there father. They were sent to live with there Aunt and Uncle. OF course Heaven didn't handle the rejection well. She had retreated inside of herself. She started to cry more. She started to stop eating, or when she ate she would eat little. She stopped talking to everyone including Charity, because well Charity had no time for her at all.

Now at Horizon, She has talked some, but not nearly enough. She still fears that she will become exactly like her mother.

I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

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Rp sample [may be from other site; must meet posting requirements]:
Heaven hadn't been ready to go anywhere but home. Home was where her mother was. Home was where she felt safe. Home was well it was home. She had just gotten home, when she saw her mother there. Her mother was lifeless, not moving, dead, hang over the rafter. Of course this caused Heaven to freak out. She called the cops, yelling at them about her mother.

Heaven had tears in her eyes when they pulled up. She hadn't known what to do. She had contemplated running away. She had contemplated doing something other then standing there motionless with tears streaming down her face. Heaven glanced towards her sister Charity who she just didn't know what was going on. Heaven felt as if she was in a daze. As if they had come to the wrong home. Heaven tried to tell herself that, it just didn't work.

Heaven looked at the cops, as they took her mother down. Heaven didn't move. She was about too, but she didn't. She just sort of slumped herself down against the floor. Were they going to be separated. Was there father going to want them now? What were they going to do?
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Well I saw two words in one area, then another sentence and well I read the rules, don't know which one you wanted, or if you wanted both.

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

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