Post by caspian on Feb 18, 2010 18:43:18 GMT -5
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
CASPIAN AMELIA RODRIGUEZ
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
CASPIAN AMELIA RODRIGUEZ
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lieing
And oh, oh open wide, 'cause this is your night
So smile, 'cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style.[/center][/i]
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
[/color][/size][/center]I can't excite you anymore
Name: Juliet.
Age: Fifteen.
Rping experience: Two years.
Rping level: Moderate - High.
How did you find us: I was abducteddd!
Where's your gavel, your jury, what's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, well sentence me to another life
[/size][/color][/size]You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me, well sentence me to another life
Full Name: Caspian Amelia Rodriguez.
Nickname(s): Cas; car; lia.
Age: Sixteen
Birthday: February twenty ninth.
Status: Single.
Sexuality: Heteroexperimentational.
Time spent at Horizon: Five days.
Canon or Original: Original
Group: Student.
Grade: Sophomore.
Horizon Group: Cliffhanger.
Staff Position: N/A.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs, don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault cause you know we're not the same
[/color][/size][/center]When you swear it's all my fault cause you know we're not the same
Hair color: Red; orange; yellow; blonde. It's forever changing.
Eye color: Green/grey.
Height: Five foot two inches.
Weight: Ninety nine pounds.
Build: Small and scarily skinny.
Tattoos and/or piercings: Just ear piercings.
Style: It's dependant upon her mood in the morning.
Play By: Hayley Williams.
The friends who stuck together, we wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
[/color][/size][/center]But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
Likes [5+]: Bodyart; music; writing lyrics; guitars; her 'mother'; stickers; leopard print; hoodies; clouds; her own company; the color orange; blankets.
Dislikes [5+]: Talking; socialising; meeting new people; people forcing her to talk; interacting with other people; the dark; loud noises; people shouting.
Fears [1+]: Achulophobia; aracnophobia; atychiphobia; agateophobia; coulrophobia; hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia; hysiphobia; nosocomephobia; ornithophobia; syngenesophobia; aphenphosmphobia; arachibutyrophobia; keraunophobia; automysophobia; chlaustrophobia; paraskavedekatriaphobia; triskaidekaphobia.
Strengths [3+]: Ambidextrous; music; silence; art; keeping secrets.
Weaknesses [3+]: Standing up for herself; emoting; music; her diabetes.
Secrets [1+]: Has to sleep with a light on;
Overall personality [at least 2 paragraphs; each 6+ sent.]: • CHILDISH
To start off with, we can say that Caspian is almost always easily pleased and excited by childish items such as glitter and sharpie pens. She doesn't show that she is this way through speaking, but rather through actions instead - a simple hug to show you that she is pleased with her new item is her way of thanking you. Another way for her to thank you without the use of words, would be for her to take your hand and write 'thank you :]' on it in her trusty orange sharpie pen, or write it down on a piece of paper. Caspian's childish behavior like this is the much softer side of her that you'll see so very often as the days go by. She's sixteen but has the heart and mind of a five year old; hence the easily pleased and excited parts. The blonde can easily lose herself in her child-like state, zoning out and calling up her inner child to play around with crayons, pencils and the swing-sets in the park. With Caspian's child-like behaviour also comes the clingy-ness of a child - affectionate behaviour and the wanting/needing of cuddly attention. Yes, Caspian absolutely adores affection; cuddles, hugs and holding hands - she'll do this only with the people that she trusts a lot.
• ADULTLIKE
Another side to Caspian is her adult-like side, or truancy side as some may call it. Her child-like demeanour isn't always what it seems because, though she might not look it, the red head can be very serious when she wants to be. Everyone that knows her also knows that she doesn't speak much and hasn't for fifteen years, they also know that she has this uncanny ability to speak to another person without the power of words and hardly any actions - it's like she can communicate through mind, body and soul, (but she's no witch) through these sparse actions. Though she doesn't seem like it, she's actually very, very intelligent - having the IQ of a fourty-five year old. Caspian's adult-like behaviour also comes at a cost. As with adults who had been abused during their childhood, the red head has a streak to her that can get out of control at times. Authority is something that she doesn't like and conformity is another thing that she loathes. She has her own mind and will do anything she can to make sure that she isn't pushed into things. It would be considered peer pressure, something that she doens't particularly enjoy or partake in. To put it simply; Caspian hates conformity.
• DIFFICULT
In a matter of words, Caspian is actually a rather difficult person to get along with. Her personality varies and reflects on the person she's with. She can be easily excited by certain things, easily amused, easily angered and of course, easily provoked. She won't speak, she won't shout, neither will she yell or even whisper. Caspian is a mute, well an elective mute, she stopped speaking at the age of two for reasons unknown and hasn't spoken since (well, she's started to speak again now). She's paranoid and often has nightmares about the night she had to watch those people kill her mother. Not only that, but she gets moments in her life where hallucinations over-take her and can go off in a world of her own. They give her migraines and everytime this happens, I'm afraid to say that Caspian's behaviour and mood take a turn for the worse. Occasionally she'll become violent and tear things apart, other times she'll become silent and will refuse to be near anyone or even touch them - spending most of her time cooped up in her bedroom, hiding under her duvet crying into the pillow and wondering why life hates her so. This makes her feel weak and vulnerable, which she hates.
• VIOLENT
One last thing you need to know about Caspian is that she can get very violent in a matter of seconds, less if you really provoke her. For instance, if someone she really hates provokes her too much, then she will become angry with this and it would build up and up and up until she flips her lid. In violent mode, Caspian will not hesitate to hurt you; she will throw things around, kick things, break things - heck, she'd even punch a wall if she was that angry. In this state, the red head is unstoppable; there is no way to calm her down unless you physically grab a hold of her; it would have to be from behind mind you, for safety reasons of course, and not let her go until she is calm. It'll take her a while to calm down and you'll know when she's calm because she will drop her head so that she's staring at the floor and make herself go limp in your arms.
• PARANOID
Having a habit of speaking without thinking first more often than not lands Caspian in heaps of trouble, especially with the other students and the Headmistress. However, while you could consider this to be strangely...something, Caspian finds that it makes her a whole lot more paranoid than she originally thought - but only because she's afraid of people talking behind her back about her. She knows that her 'being' is questionable among the students and spends most of her time looking over her shoulder at them, wondering if they can tell that she's not normal. Other than that problem, Caspian's paranoia originally stems from that fateful day back in Bordeux where the man who caught her turned her and left her to fend for herself. Another part that plays big in her paranoia is the night she witness the murder; she thinks the guy is going to come back and get her one day. Thus rendering her totally incapable of walking around without looking over her shoulder several times a day.
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
[/color][/size][/center]Well it's nice to meet you sir
Birthplace: London, England
Hometown: Here.
Heritage: British; Italian.
Mother: She never knew her biological mother; her step-mother is Cornelia.
Father: Joaquin Rodriguez.
Sibling(s): Step-brother; Alexander.
Other important family members: None.
Pet(s): None.
History [at least 2 paragraphs; 5+ sentences each]: It all began with a prostitute on a dark corner and a man in a car looking for a good time after having gotten drunk. They shared one intimate night together and the result ended in a child nine months down the line. Now, Joaquin didn't like the idea of being a father and he asked the mother if she would kindly take the child away. She didn't, she actually left, baby, on his porch in the middle of the night and crept off, never to be found again.
Joaquin was confused. He didn't know what to do and he didn't have the facilities or space too look after a child; he was a freaking journalist and was always moving around from one place to another. Once or twice he thought about putting her up for adoption but something held him back and, much to his disappointment, he eventually warmed to the idea of having a child and kept her. Of course he did still move around a lot, but his little girl grew up to be quiet the little trooper. Oh, and he didn't have a name for her until three months later - Caspian Amelia Rodriguez.
By the time she was seven, Caspian had lived in six different countries and states because of her father, though she didn't fully understand why it had to be done, Caspian couldn't help but wonder if the reason why they kept moving was because she never seemed to make friends with any of the other children. But she just went along with it in the end. Unforunately though; Joaquin couldn't quite cope with a child like Caspian; she rarely spoke and she was suddenly becoming more and more aggressive as each year passed. He thought he was going to end up doing something utterly stupid, something that he would regret for the rest of his life.
Going from Englang to Australia, to America, back to England and then to France was straining. Caspian made no attempts to make friends and for some reason she still wasn't speaking. So, Joaquin took it upon himself to teach her to speak... well, she could speak and she didn't want to make friends; which was frustrating for him. In the end his actions resulted in physical abuse and this carried on, well into her teenage years. Not only would he physically abuse her, but also emotionally.
At the age of thirteen, Caspian wasn't too sure about how much more she could handle and ended up running away when they were living in Athens. Unfortunately she picked the wrong place to run away too and ended up being witness to a particularly gruesome murder which ended up giving her nightmares. Which she still has. In the end she had to go back home to her father. She broke down in front of him, explained to him what had happened but he wouldn't listen. The night ended in a disasterous chain of events.
So, they lived like that for a few more years, until Caspian hit the age of sixteen and they moved to Meridian where Joaquin met a woman. They married not too long ago and she inherited an older step-brother whom she doesn't like. Things got a little too much again and Caspian was bullied so much by her step-brother that she started beating on him. She carried on and on and on and wouldn't stop. The police were involved, her step-brother was taken to hospital and Caspian was sent here.
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
[/color][/size][/center]I best be on my way out
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Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
[/color][/size][/center]Ignorance is your new best friend